Sad case...

Yesterday night, after the fashion night, eve was came to our house to stay a night, and as usual we had talking about the things that happened to us. And surprisingly, I heard some thing, some thing that shock me a lot!!! I can not post it up, cos I had promised to do so, what I can say is I felt very sad, cos you have misunderstanding me already.... I really don't mean to do so, and I just kidding only.... I though you knew that it was just a kidding, unfortunately, you don't get my point, yet you feel me again....

In my view, I'm willing to share every things with the person that I care, that a principe that I hold.... So once you don't like it, I think you can tell me,

please don't be hesitates to do so...I hope that the misunderstanding could not happened again, It hurt me a lot....

Super model...

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K, what should I start now? Well I just came back from Utar and just attending the "Fashion Night", and WAO!!! Fantastic is the only word that I can described my feeling... All the models was so great, especially Ampreet, she's damn h0t and great!!! The super model in my heart!!!

(Of course Jerome, Manpreet & solou also not bad la, all of you GAMBATE arrrrr!!!)

So, my friends, do you ever dream that you are a model before? Honestly, I'm not! If you ask me why, I myself also no idea on that... May be I'm too fat for that, or not pretty enough, or lack of confidence... But some how, I'm very happy for being who I am now... cos i got a lot of friends who always support me, and family who love me!!! Let me felt so worm and touch!!! Thank you all for treat me so good!!! Thank you very much....

========WIsh GOD Always BLESS those I LoVed !!!========

Advice form others...

This morning, sw's mod was a bit worse, but she still can smile at me. Then, cw told me that: xy, you should control your temple like sw, cos if you get angry that time, although you wound scold people, but you will show your "stinky" face to others who are not involved...

Kekeke, after I think about it, I must admins that she's right. Cos once I get mad, I used to hurt people easily through my words, therefore to stop myself from hurting people, thus, I will keep quite and try to balance myself again. That why once I'm angry, I don't like to answer people if you called me...That why I scared sw and cw last time, sorry ya, to both my dear room mate. Sorry....I will try to control my hot temple, and don't show my stupid and ugly face to you all although I'm angry....

Thank you, Friends...

Hemm... what should I blog now? Since I'm just waiting my room mate finish her bath, so I just simply blog only la. Kekeke

Well, I just finish my properties of matter assignment, chemistry lab report and sejarah assignment. And I clearly knew that I can not finished it without my friends help. Thank you so much for those who always help me: Ch3l ch3l, SW, Kristina, Anne, L3ng, Ys, and many many of you, thank you so much! Thank you!!!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!

Mod...

Oooo, God, I felt a bit scary today, cos my room mete cw's mod was very very bad today. Actually, she got the syndrome since yesterday, but i though she will be ok this morning, but....

I asked her d actually, but she tells not things, and I just pretend that "oh, you don't want say then never mind la..." But i really hope that she could tell me the real reason that made her sad. She used to tell me her feeling every time she sad, and I used to clam her as well, although I'm not the first person who knew her stuff. But this time she refused to tell me, may be is because she don't believe me any more, or the problem that cause things happened were just around us, may be.... or may be.... No matter she want to tell or not, I just hope that I could help her, and hope that she could believe me as well. It was bad when your friend don't believe you any more, that hurt!

Some more, the feeling was very terrible when no body share your feeling, especially when you're sad, mad, or even happy. I tasted it before that why I hope that I could be the one who help you when you're sad, because we are FRIEND!!! Friend will help without any reasons, right? That what I believe, so hope you could understand aw well.....

Finally, hope you could overcome it as soon as possible, be strong and the most the important thing is please understand that I will be here always and willing to lean my ears to you...

Graduated...

Today, as I read the newspaper, i saw the picture of some graduated students, and I started to think about myself....

When can I wear this rope?

How do I look like when wearing this rope?

Can I graduated in this three years without any problems?

What's the feeling when shaking hand with our headmistress?

What job that I suit after graduated?

.......

So many question that suddenly pop up in my mind, and I strat to wonder again....

Why am I taking this course?

Do I really interested in biotech?

What will I become if I'm an art student?

I suit to be a science student, or an art student?

If I can back to the future, should I take biotech again?

......

Haih, all human are greedy, since I already a biotech student, what for I wondering so much about the things that I had chosen??? ok ok, I MUST be concentrated on what I should be done now, and stop thinking about others strange thoughts.....

GAMBATE XY, YOU CAN MAKE IT!!! FIGHTING...!!!

心淡。。。

人与人之间的连系其实很简单；一个微笑，一句问候即可。无需长篇大论， 更不用大花心思来“设陷阱“， 只要抱有种金诚所至，金石为开的心态，我想不论心肠多硬，为人多冷淡的人，都会渐渐的向你打开他内心的大门，成为朋友的。。。真正的难题是如何去维持一段友情。。。有些人的友情只能维持一个月，有些甚至一星期；但如果你用对方法，打开对的门，一辈子的朋友不是问题！！！

我喜欢朋友，所以我多属于主动的一方。虽然我也渴望偶尔当当被动的那方，但要知道事实和梦想是两码子事，所以我只好默默接受。。。

有些人接受了我的用心，但有些人却不屑一顾；有些人以心相对，但也有些人只是在耍表面功夫。 不论他们是以什么样的心得来面对我，全凭阁下决定，我无权过问。我只希望他们能看到我的用心，并加以珍惜，因为我不是打不死的蟑螂，一旦时间久了，心淡了，就什么都没了。。。

Long Long time...

I think there's been such a long time that i haven't update my blog d. Although i keep on told myself that that all were due to my laptop problem's, but actually at the bottom of my heart i know that that not the real reason...

Actually there were too many things happened d, i had become so tired about them. May be last time I will post it up, but this time i don't wish to do so, without any reason. may be is because i don't know how to express it...

Some times, i really hope that i could stay at home right now, because only family will gave their fully support to me... I'm felt lonely here although i knew that there are many of you're taking care of me...sorry...