Boy friend...

Well, I’m a normal teenager who only 19 years old, so, theoretically, I supposed to have experience once or twice times of loving experience, right? But unfortunately, I’m not!!!

If that was last time, may be, I won’t care so much; however, I had changed my mind d, TOTALLY changed!!! From this moment onward, I really don’t think that without a boy friend is not a big deal for me, I mean it!!!

Why???

Why I have such feeling??? I had asked myself so many times, and finally I had my answer… “PEER PREASURE”!!!

Recently, majority of my friends have their target d, expect me… And I have been keeping on asking by others “Do you have bf?” or “Don’t you feel like you need a boy friend?” And every time, I will answer them “because no body wants me…” sob sob sob… It makes me felt like I’m a puppy, a puppy that no body wants me… The feeling was so bad!!! Although I knew that they don’t mean that, however, I just can not ignore it…

I think I really have to make an amusement:

I’m still AVAILBLE!!!
Are you???
*** Limitation for guy only***

Like that lo…. Haiz…….

Kakaka...^^

All gone d...

All gone d...!!! All my work arrrr!!! Why???!!!

I had work so hard for all those reports and assignments, and why it can just dissapiared in one night???!!! Heart broken!!!

I wish that I could cry now...

Miss home...

I haven't blog pass few days ago because my brother and sister came and visit me passed few days ago. They came at 21/08/2007 and went back at 23/08/2007, and I start to miss them now....

My brother told me that my father complained about me, because I had never went home since Jun until now, and he think that I don't want home d...

OMG!!! Honestly, I really really really want to go back de lo, but I can't! and this is all because of the lab!!! What can I do now? Skip lab, and wait to be bar???!!! No way!!! I can’t do that!!!

Recently, I miss home so so so much. I hate all those stupid home work, some more, the people who around me, they do not understand me as well… Again, this caused me double miss home… I’m tired d, extremely tired… I just need some rest to recover…

I felt like I’m so 自相矛盾 now. Cos I hope that the time could pass faster, so that I could go back my home town. However, in the other way round, I don’t want the time to pass so fast, cos I haven’t prepared for my final exam….

Arrr….!!!!! So FAN arrrr!!!!

A funny story : About Sex...

Chu Kang ( PCK ) explaining sex to Chu Beng's son, Aloysius .........
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Aloy : Why is making love so enjoyable ?

PCK : Aiyah, ah boy, enjoyable because, same like when you dig your nose with your finger mah !

Aloy : Do you think women enjoy sex more than men ?

PCK : Of course lah ! When you dig dig your nose, your nose feel better than your finger, right?

Aloy : Why do women hate it when they get raped ?

PCK : Ai-yah ! Say, you walk along the load, then someone come over and dig your nose, you like or not? Ehhh! Don't play play ah!

Aloy : Why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her menses?

PCK : Oy !! If your nose bleeding, you still go and dig meh?? Siow ah ! Use your brain, use your brainnn ..........

Aloy : Why is it most men don't like wearing condoms when they are making love ?

PCK : Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a glove on your finger or not ? Not the same shiok feeling mah. Correct or not?

Aloy : Why is making love carried out in private ?

PCK : Ah boyyyyy, use your brain, use your brainnnnn ................................ you go and dig your nose in front of your whole class izit ?? Stupid lah!!

Aloy : Wah ...... Uncle Chu Kang, you are very good.

PCK : Aiyah ...... ," Best in Singapore, JB, some say Batam, and now, the whole world!" also ah!!!

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About girls..it's true...

* When a GIRL is quiet,

* Millions of things are running inher mind.

* When a GIRL is not arguing,

* She is thinking deeply.

* When a GIRL looks at u with eyesfulof question,

* She is wondering how long will yoube around.

* When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" aftera few second

* She is not at all fine.

* When a GIRL stares at you,

* She is wondering why you are lying.

* When a GIRL says I love you, Shemeans it.

* when girl say they miss you,

* No one in this world can miss you more than her...

A day when all your $$$ is gone....

Today is really a "terrible" day for me, not for other reasons but because I had spend so so so much money that's already out of mine budget.... And now, I cry until no tears...

Haiz.... really head act now.... I don't know how to pass my next month now.... sob sob sob...... I should learn how to control myself, instead of regrade here... Cos there is no point crying over spilled milk, right???

I'm not suppose to go one U de actually, however, I really have to go there since I need to correct "some thing" that quite important to me. Some thing that I wish to make it clear long time ago!!! And now I must said, although the thing was not as smooth as I think, nevertheless, it not that worse at all.... Any way, I have to thank yc cos willing to take me to one U! Thank you la, yc!!!! Thx lot....

????....

Today, Ch3l c3hl told me some thing..... She ask me try not to watch the movie day after day, but try to communicate with others. Immediately, I become speechless....

Actually, I'm do like to communicate with others, but in the reality, lots of things will be different as you wish... How to explain about this stupid thought, actually I have no idea too, cos it just suddenly pop up in my mind....

I'm quite shock when she told me like that. Coz I do think that they will take this situation as a normal case, but they don't! I don't know weather they discovered or not, but, I can't deny that recently I have some problems, and the only way that could help me to forgot it is watching movie, although it just a temporally solution....

Sorry about that this blog are mazy, cos I also have no clued that what the hack I'm talking now....

Drinking party...

Before I forgot it, I have to note this special event in my blog, since no one could celebrated it every times. Last Saturday, 11/08/2007, sw, kenny, wcw, me and "you know who" went to Derek's house for the drinking party. It saw extremely fun there, also, I met a lot of new friends there, and each of them come from different courses and different places....

In the party, I drink almost 15 cups of wine, although they had mixed with cole or other solf drinks. And I have to admined that I got 40% drank, and OMG!!! I'm still wish that I could drink again at that moment, and if kenny didn't stoped me, I think I wound be just 40% drank, kekeke. Cos the test of tequila, whisky, vodka is so so so good, and well, I can't control myself either, kekeke...

This was my first time to join such party like this, with so many friends together, and if Derek’s neighbor not a Malay, I’m sure that we could have more fun, since we no need to worry are they being woke up due to the noise that we had made… Such a pity, isn’t it???

But never mind, cos I think that we will have one party again after the final!!! YAHOO!!!

And I hope that this coming party could be as fun as the previous one, wuahahaha!!! ^^

爱的主旋律...

Actually I want to find 林宇中's song calld "旋律", but suddently discovered this song....

I think it quit sweet, so I post it out lo, kekeke....

This song called "爱的主旋律" by 卓文宣 and 黄鸿升 .

UTAR = ? ....

Once I say UTAR, I think majority will know what UTAR stand for, right?
"UTAR = University Tunku Abdul Rahman";

but if you are a student that study in UTAR, I think the original name for UTAR will automatically change to,

"UTAR = University Tidak Ada Rehat" !!!!!

My dear friends, please do not wonder, that 100% for sure!!!

Since the first day I study at UTAR, my life never be free unless it is the holiday!

Every day also reports, assignments, testes, tutorials etc.....

OMG!!! I felt like I almost dieing, not because of sick or what, but all because of tension!!!

sob sob sob....

Although I don't want to be an "office lady" so early, but I'm still keep on asking :"When can I graduate???"

Haiz... it is so complicated....!!!

朋友...

什么是朋友？

对我而言，朋友是要互相照顾，互相帮助；

有困难时，一起解决；

有快乐时，一起分享；

而不是因某种特别的原因，或是利益上的互用，才聚在一起的。。。

但自从上了大学后，跟了一般“不一样”的朋友后，我对朋友的定义开始动摇了！！！

今天，

我听到其中一个我很重视的朋友，亲口对我说：

“我现在除了我自己的事以外，我对其他的事都要不闻不问了！ 而且我也不会特别关心，或爱惜一个人，不论是朋友，甚至是家人！！！”

我听了之后，不知为什么，

我真颗心都凉了。。。

我反复的想了很久，

但还是不明白她为什么会这么想；

我也不晓得，

为什么他会做得这么绝，

但，

我吓倒了；

而且心也冷了。。。

我问了别人，

她告诉我

“这就是在现实世界中“生存”的原则！！！”

是吗？？？

真的是这样吗？？？

如果真的是这样的话，

我会让自己变成那样的“朋友”。。。

冷漠，淡然，凡实现以自己为中心， 其次才是朋友。。。

但,

扪心自问后，

我能行吗？？？

Just want to release some anger and sterss...

Go and die la you!!!!!
VER BISH DEH!!!!
Du lan ni arrrrrrr!!!!!
Stupid!!!!
DAMN YOU!!!!
CRAZY!!!!
FUCK YOU!!!!
I HATE You!!!!

All because of you!!!
You this stupid STEM CELLS arrrr!!!!

(* just to release some anger here...)

Chong K again at 01/08/2007...

01/08/2007 is my room mate, sw's brithday, and almost whole house go chong k at Green Box!!!

We play until so late that day, and I think we reached melati almost 10:30 to 11:00 pm, so tired.... And I'm still got class next day, which is start from 9:00 am until 5:00pm!!! Wao!!!

But that was a funny day also, some more we're able to get a VIP room that day, that's really COOL man!!! Kakaka.... ^^

Any way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SW!!!! All the best for any things ya!!! d(^.^)b