没有人要我....

Actually, this title is a title from a song called "没有人理我", but don't know why I think it very suit my feeling now.... I know I'm not suppose to think like that, but I really can't help myself... I'm so sad now....

I don't mean to press myself, but people always said that I'm a kind and nice person, I tread friends very nice and willing to do many things for them, but yet they said the feeling that I gave them is the feeling of "mother" but not a girl....

I don't know weather that's a positive point of veiw or not, but for a normal girl, she wound be happy and proud if others called her as a mother instaded of girl.... I really really don't know how to handle about it, that why I'm quite inbalancing now...

Since young, I have to take care of my younger brother who are same calss with me since standard five until form five. And now, although he's no longer same school with me, but I still have the habit to "overcare" others who I really think that I support to care... That why I always gave others a feeling that I don't depand on others, especially guys.... (cos my brother is a guy what...) I don't mean that I need a guy who always stand beside me and take care of me now, but somehow, for a girl, they always hope that there will be a person who always support, understand and care about her....

May be, you guys, especially my friends like chel chel, sw and ms who read this blog will think that "what happened to you?" or "do you really want to have a bf now?" but honestly, I don't care... That my real reeling now...A sad, unhappy, and uncomfortable feeling....

My dear friends, hope that you all can understand and do not missunderstanding my real meaning, thank lots...

(Emm... also I can't check my spelling mistake, so hehehe, paiseh la....)