Sorry...

Before I start bloging, I must say sorry to you Chel chel, cos suddenly saw your “diary”. And then, only I noticed how suffer you are when you are study in biotechnology;

Sorry about that I keep on scolding you because you do not wake up to study for the exam;

Sorry about that I always force you to listen my “lecture”;

Sorry about that I don not help more when you take your sup paper;

Sorry about that I always stop you when you say you want to change course;

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Sorry about every thing…

May be for me, I do not have choice, the only way for me is to follow my first decision, which is graduated under biotechnology. For me, I don’t dare to voice out how suffer am I when doing those stupid reports and testes, cos I scared to let my parents down. So, once you tell me that you wish to give up, I always told you to stop think deeply, and focus on your study.

Sorry…cos I do not gave my fully support to you when you need it!!!

Until now, I need to take sup paper alone, and only I knew that how hopeless you are last time. Although we all always keep on saying “jia you”, “gambete”, “don’t give up” etc to you, but actually, that kind of words do not help…

It just a phases of words; can encourage you, but do not help you!!!

At the end, you are all alone by yourself …

No one are actually gave you a hand when you need some body to understand you….

Sorry… I do not notice all these all the time….

Sorry…