8 Day, 9 Day & 10 Day...

8 Day…
Full day, 9:30am-10:00pm
Uniform: diesel purple
Place: Diesel
Actually I’m not so remember d, cos it already passed few days. However, at this day, I fall down from the rack while I took the store, super pain arrrr!!! Furthermore, I had told the supervisor d, I want to stop at 19 Oct. I gave the reason that my father has discovered my working now, and he don’t allow to me do so, thus, I’m able to quit the job. In short, 19 Oct is my last day to work at “Bum & Diesel Concept shop”, and I will Jia You de!!! Gambate!!!
And sw came back today, and we chat a lot, happy!!! ^^

9 Day…
Full day, 9:30am-10:00pm
Uniform: diesel green
Place: Bum
This is my last day working at here, felt a bit happy, and sad at the same time, cos have to leave d. Actually, the people here quite nice, except one, the one who pressed his hand phone always… today work extra hardworking, cos it is the last day being here…. I think I will miss here somehow, although they used to treat me so unfair.
K la, Sayonara, oreno tomodachi!!! Gambate Kudasai ne!!!

10 Day…
Soppose this is the real last day of work, however, today is my off day, so straight away I get back my freedom!!! Kakaka…and I will return home today!!!
These 10 days is such a precious experience, it will be placed forever in my memory!!! These few days, I learn many things, and the most reality knowledge is,
“It is hard for you to earn money!!! So please save as much as you can!!!”
And thank for those people who take care of me while working at there, Thank you so much!!!

6 Day & 7 Day...

6 Day…
Noon shift 1:00pm-10:00pm
Uniform: diesel green
Place: bum
Today being tired whole day, no mod to do any thing… especially the leg, felt like killing me!!! Too tired d, so sleep at store for 1 hour, keke!!! ^^ Don’t want to be so hard working any more!!!
Served one family came from Kuantan, made me think of my family, miss them so much…

7 Day…
Noon shift 1:00pm-10:00pm
Uniform: diesel purple
Place: diesel
Today we had a helper came from wangsa maju, because A Hong was sick. The helper was UTAR student, biomed, Y1S1, name Hui Zi. She’s quite friendly, and we chat about our working environment. She said my situation was too terrible and she suggests me to change job. Actually, myself also wish to change job, as soon as possible, cos this job really really really busy and hard, and the salary very very very low as well. So, I plan to tell the supervisor today and see weather can quit at 18th Oct or not… Hope that my wish comes true la!!! God Bless Me!!!

5 Day...

Full, 9:30am-10:00pm.
Uniform: Bum, red dot cloth

Today such an angry day!!! I’m so du lan all those stupid people!!! They keep on told me to do work, then they all just standing at the counter there and talking only!!! Fuck they all la!!! Especially the one hour before we had to close, they totally do not serve customers at all!!! Damn it!!!
Once got the customers who looked like chiness, they sure ask me “A moi, pergi served your kind!” Stupid la, they all!!! What your kind??!!! Then you mean that you are not human being is it!!! Never mind, I told them I’m not good in Katoness d, then I’m still help to served them, then the other two who know Katoness one ( also chiness!!! Some more their Katoness is better than mine!!!) hided until all al the customers had gone only they appeared again!!! Whole group Hong Kong customer leh! Around 7 to 8 people leh!!! Some more, they asked so many things, I have to fulfill their entire requirement!!! Damn busy like die!!!
I served so many customers, but can not get even one sen for the commission!!! Some more, no OT, no double on triple, even the salary also much much much lower than other shops!!!! What for me being so hardworking???!!! I have learned a lesson already, that is: be lazy as much as you can!!!

However, you will be happy if you met good costumer. I have served 6 customers who come from America (ABC) they treat me so good. They don’t want let the supervisor but me to receive the payment, cos they want me to get the commission. I told them part-time no commission, and then they blamed this rule, hehe!!! Furthermore, they want to give me “xiao fei” when they leave, but I do not received it. Such nice people aren’t it!!! May God Bless you all!!!

4 Day

Noon shift, 1:00pm to 10:00pm. Although I reached there in time, but they still blamed me that I’m late, quite sad.
Uniform: purple, desel.
Today Alvina quite today. I though she will come, however, she don’t, I’m quite disappointed on that. Cos felt like I’m alone here.
I still can not communicate with that garang supervisor, scared her so much…
Nicky and Manosh came visit me today, very happy to see them.
Manosh able to get a very good condision job: office job, salary: RM1500.00; weekend is off day; time: 8:30am - 5:30pm. So so so Gooooood arrrrrr.... make me so jelouse... keke
Tomorrow will be full day, haiz…

2 Day & 3 Day...

2 Day:
Today I take care of Bum. Different from desel, the majority of the customers are Malaysian, Malay.
Today’s uniform is the best one, desel, dark green colour.
Morning shift, from 9:30am till 7:00pm.
Supervisor said that I'm very good in layan customers, very happy to heard that, hehe ^^
All I can conclude for 2 day is my leg very very very painfull, just like it almost brek d….

3 Day:
Noon shift, from 12:30pm till 10:00pm. Today is the day I suppose to rest, but they ask me to work.
Uniform: long slit, green colour, Bum.
Alvina also join us, but she said she wanna change jod d…
Today being “scold” by the supervisor cos I bring hand phone along during the working time.
Heard a news, the supervisor can earn very much then others, around RM3000 – 4000 per month.
Have to inform them one week before I have to leave.

1 Day...

This is my first day of working, and I eventually gain lots of experience. Learn how to serve costumers, arrange clothes, check price and so on….
Evert thing is new to me, feeling not bad, but very tired, but very very very tired… especially my leg!!! Damn pain!!!
Tomorrow still have to work, haiz…
Jia You!!!

出尔反尔...

为什么你给了我希望却又让我失望。。。
如果你当初没如此打算的话，为何又再次得让我萌起一丝希望呢？？？
而且这一不是第一次了。。。
伤人的话，说一次就够了！！！
再多的借口只会让我对你心灰意冷；
从此把你列入黑名单！！！

好马不吃回头草。。。
如果上天再一次给我机会，
我不会再次上当了。。。

我一定会过得更好的！！！
你等着瞧吧！！！

安慰...

当一个人陷入无助的时候， 他最需要的的另一个人的支持以及安慰。

哪怕他并不没有大费周章的长篇大论，或说些甜死人不偿命的甜言蜜语；

只需一句

“别怕，你一定行的！！！”

胜过

千言万语.....

即使他/她不在你的身边陪着你;

你依旧能感受到对方真诚的支持与祝福。。。

谢谢你，淑雯！！！
谢谢你，美诗！！！
谢谢你，佳雯！！！

Shock...

Just came back form school, after the chemistry sup paper. The feeling that I having now is SHOCK!!!

1) I though the sup paper is easier than the main paper, but it seem like not at all…
2) L3ng told me that if the sup paper fails, I have to retake the course, although Iget D for the main exam…

I really don’t know how to express this feeling, like scared, nervous, whatever, and nothing… Felt very hopeless now… but it’s too late d.

So,
all I need to do now is pray, pray that every thing will be fine…

眼泪...

有道说：“男儿有泪不轻弹”，但对我而言，男女平等，所以我不常掉眼泪，我也不喜欢掉眼泪，因为眼泪并不能解决事情; 反之，只会让自己显得软弱无能，让自己更显可怜！！！

但不知为何，这个月以来，我掉了不下一次的眼泪。

第一次， 毫无防备的，是当我看见好友给我的话时，“不小心”掉的。。。
第二次， 是在我看见成绩，心灰意冷时，倾盆而下的。。。

我只能说：“虽然我不喜欢哭，但，哭了后，心舒服了，想法也不同了。。。所以说，眼泪虽然不能解决问题，但它能令人成长。。。令人变得更坚强！！！”

加油！！！

Hate you!!!

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it!!!!
Hate you!!!!
Hate you very very very much!!!!!

Sorry...

Before I start bloging, I must say sorry to you Chel chel, cos suddenly saw your “diary”. And then, only I noticed how suffer you are when you are study in biotechnology;

Sorry about that I keep on scolding you because you do not wake up to study for the exam;

Sorry about that I always force you to listen my “lecture”;

Sorry about that I don not help more when you take your sup paper;

Sorry about that I always stop you when you say you want to change course;

........

Sorry about every thing…

May be for me, I do not have choice, the only way for me is to follow my first decision, which is graduated under biotechnology. For me, I don’t dare to voice out how suffer am I when doing those stupid reports and testes, cos I scared to let my parents down. So, once you tell me that you wish to give up, I always told you to stop think deeply, and focus on your study.

Sorry…cos I do not gave my fully support to you when you need it!!!

Until now, I need to take sup paper alone, and only I knew that how hopeless you are last time. Although we all always keep on saying “jia you”, “gambete”, “don’t give up” etc to you, but actually, that kind of words do not help…

It just a phases of words; can encourage you, but do not help you!!!

At the end, you are all alone by yourself …

No one are actually gave you a hand when you need some body to understand you….

Sorry… I do not notice all these all the time….

Sorry…

God, please bless me...

Usually as a student, the most terrible period for them is the exam time, but for as for me the most horrible period is the period while waiting the result to be published!!!
The heard bit so fast like it gona jump out from the bottom of the body;
The hand was shaking till you can not type the words properly,
And once you saw the result that pop inside the web, is like
Ether
The end of the world
Or
The top of the heaven…

I hate that feeling when I saw a D or a F inside my list, however, this time I get a Diu, Damn it!!!
Hope that my biodiversity will pass just like I wish for…
Again,
Dear GOD, please BLESS Me!!!!

Let me PASS my Biodiversiy!!!!

p/s: For those who need sup, GAMBATE together la!!!!

Searching for the vacancy...

Three months holiday was come, in order not to spend my holiday meaningless; I’m searching for job in KLCC and Jusco.

First of all, I though I will be able to find a job soon and easily, but I was totally wrong. After these few days of searching process, I had ask about 7 to 8 shops, such as shocks, bra, CD, baby cloths, cloths shop etc.

Although I had already got one job opportunity in KLCC, but due to the transport problem, I had quite it.
(Sorry Sing Kiat for bring you so many troublesome…)

As for others, the chances for me to have the job is very low, because I don’t have job experience before; so I had lay to one of them and as the result, they’re quite interest on me, keke!!!
Sorry for lying you guys, but I promised I will work extra hard if you guys gave me the chances….

In conclusion, I’m still waiting for the reconfirmations call for the manager,
Oh, GOD please Bless Me; let me and cw get the job together in Jusco!!!!
Please….
Thank YOU!!!

@#$&^%&((&...

Today morning, once I opened my eyes, the first feeling is “lonely”.
“Why the house suddenly become so quite?”
“Is that always like that?”
“Where everybody gone?”
So many question marks pop up from my mind, and finally I realize the reason I’m so lonely, because

some body is

missing…

That already make me felt sad, some more, once I opened my computer to check the result, I straight away faint… A beautiful “D” is present in my sub paper list!!! GO HELL la, stupid properties!!! Is that a hard thing to let people pass??? Arrrrr….!!!! I’m so sad and angry and ….. Don’t know how to express the feeling arrr….!!!!

As conclusion, today is a sad day for me!!!
Hope every thing will be fine tomorrow!!!
MUST!!!

A bless for you...

Tomorrow I will have my last paper for my year 1 semester 2 period, if there was like usual I will felt extremely happy for that, cos finally I’m could free from my night mare, but this time I’m not, cos once I finished my exam, it means that I will lose a best classmate, friendly housemate, and the most reliable friend….

Actually, I really hope that she will stay with us these three years and graduated together in the future, but due to some reasons my dream can not come true….

Although I’m really really really sad, scared and lost for my future; however, I knew this time is the time I should bless for her to be herself, but not just follow blindly and at last regret for the stupid action she had did, so I will “let her go” with the most sincere heart!!!

Please don’t worry about us, we will be strong no matter what happened, same to youas well, we will always be here for you!!! ( except exam period ya, kaka!!! No la, joking only…^^)

“GOOD LUCK MY FRIEND, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE!!!”

(千言万语难说起， 但愿你能理解我想说的话！ 一路顺风， 加油！！！)

Boy friend...

Well, I’m a normal teenager who only 19 years old, so, theoretically, I supposed to have experience once or twice times of loving experience, right? But unfortunately, I’m not!!!

If that was last time, may be, I won’t care so much; however, I had changed my mind d, TOTALLY changed!!! From this moment onward, I really don’t think that without a boy friend is not a big deal for me, I mean it!!!

Why???

Why I have such feeling??? I had asked myself so many times, and finally I had my answer… “PEER PREASURE”!!!

Recently, majority of my friends have their target d, expect me… And I have been keeping on asking by others “Do you have bf?” or “Don’t you feel like you need a boy friend?” And every time, I will answer them “because no body wants me…” sob sob sob… It makes me felt like I’m a puppy, a puppy that no body wants me… The feeling was so bad!!! Although I knew that they don’t mean that, however, I just can not ignore it…

I think I really have to make an amusement:

I’m still AVAILBLE!!!
Are you???
*** Limitation for guy only***

Like that lo…. Haiz…….

Kakaka...^^

All gone d...

All gone d...!!! All my work arrrr!!! Why???!!!

I had work so hard for all those reports and assignments, and why it can just dissapiared in one night???!!! Heart broken!!!

I wish that I could cry now...

Miss home...

I haven't blog pass few days ago because my brother and sister came and visit me passed few days ago. They came at 21/08/2007 and went back at 23/08/2007, and I start to miss them now....

My brother told me that my father complained about me, because I had never went home since Jun until now, and he think that I don't want home d...

OMG!!! Honestly, I really really really want to go back de lo, but I can't! and this is all because of the lab!!! What can I do now? Skip lab, and wait to be bar???!!! No way!!! I can’t do that!!!

Recently, I miss home so so so much. I hate all those stupid home work, some more, the people who around me, they do not understand me as well… Again, this caused me double miss home… I’m tired d, extremely tired… I just need some rest to recover…

I felt like I’m so 自相矛盾 now. Cos I hope that the time could pass faster, so that I could go back my home town. However, in the other way round, I don’t want the time to pass so fast, cos I haven’t prepared for my final exam….

Arrr….!!!!! So FAN arrrr!!!!

A funny story : About Sex...

Chu Kang ( PCK ) explaining sex to Chu Beng's son, Aloysius .........
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Aloy : Why is making love so enjoyable ?

PCK : Aiyah, ah boy, enjoyable because, same like when you dig your nose with your finger mah !

Aloy : Do you think women enjoy sex more than men ?

PCK : Of course lah ! When you dig dig your nose, your nose feel better than your finger, right?

Aloy : Why do women hate it when they get raped ?

PCK : Ai-yah ! Say, you walk along the load, then someone come over and dig your nose, you like or not? Ehhh! Don't play play ah!

Aloy : Why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her menses?

PCK : Oy !! If your nose bleeding, you still go and dig meh?? Siow ah ! Use your brain, use your brainnn ..........

Aloy : Why is it most men don't like wearing condoms when they are making love ?

PCK : Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a glove on your finger or not ? Not the same shiok feeling mah. Correct or not?

Aloy : Why is making love carried out in private ?

PCK : Ah boyyyyy, use your brain, use your brainnnnn ................................ you go and dig your nose in front of your whole class izit ?? Stupid lah!!

Aloy : Wah ...... Uncle Chu Kang, you are very good.

PCK : Aiyah ...... ," Best in Singapore, JB, some say Batam, and now, the whole world!" also ah!!!

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About girls..it's true...

* When a GIRL is quiet,

* Millions of things are running inher mind.

* When a GIRL is not arguing,

* She is thinking deeply.

* When a GIRL looks at u with eyesfulof question,

* She is wondering how long will yoube around.

* When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" aftera few second

* She is not at all fine.

* When a GIRL stares at you,

* She is wondering why you are lying.

* When a GIRL says I love you, Shemeans it.

* when girl say they miss you,

* No one in this world can miss you more than her...

A day when all your $$$ is gone....

Today is really a "terrible" day for me, not for other reasons but because I had spend so so so much money that's already out of mine budget.... And now, I cry until no tears...

Haiz.... really head act now.... I don't know how to pass my next month now.... sob sob sob...... I should learn how to control myself, instead of regrade here... Cos there is no point crying over spilled milk, right???

I'm not suppose to go one U de actually, however, I really have to go there since I need to correct "some thing" that quite important to me. Some thing that I wish to make it clear long time ago!!! And now I must said, although the thing was not as smooth as I think, nevertheless, it not that worse at all.... Any way, I have to thank yc cos willing to take me to one U! Thank you la, yc!!!! Thx lot....

????....

Today, Ch3l c3hl told me some thing..... She ask me try not to watch the movie day after day, but try to communicate with others. Immediately, I become speechless....

Actually, I'm do like to communicate with others, but in the reality, lots of things will be different as you wish... How to explain about this stupid thought, actually I have no idea too, cos it just suddenly pop up in my mind....

I'm quite shock when she told me like that. Coz I do think that they will take this situation as a normal case, but they don't! I don't know weather they discovered or not, but, I can't deny that recently I have some problems, and the only way that could help me to forgot it is watching movie, although it just a temporally solution....

Sorry about that this blog are mazy, cos I also have no clued that what the hack I'm talking now....

Drinking party...

Before I forgot it, I have to note this special event in my blog, since no one could celebrated it every times. Last Saturday, 11/08/2007, sw, kenny, wcw, me and "you know who" went to Derek's house for the drinking party. It saw extremely fun there, also, I met a lot of new friends there, and each of them come from different courses and different places....

In the party, I drink almost 15 cups of wine, although they had mixed with cole or other solf drinks. And I have to admined that I got 40% drank, and OMG!!! I'm still wish that I could drink again at that moment, and if kenny didn't stoped me, I think I wound be just 40% drank, kekeke. Cos the test of tequila, whisky, vodka is so so so good, and well, I can't control myself either, kekeke...

This was my first time to join such party like this, with so many friends together, and if Derek’s neighbor not a Malay, I’m sure that we could have more fun, since we no need to worry are they being woke up due to the noise that we had made… Such a pity, isn’t it???

But never mind, cos I think that we will have one party again after the final!!! YAHOO!!!

And I hope that this coming party could be as fun as the previous one, wuahahaha!!! ^^

爱的主旋律...

Actually I want to find 林宇中's song calld "旋律", but suddently discovered this song....

I think it quit sweet, so I post it out lo, kekeke....

This song called "爱的主旋律" by 卓文宣 and 黄鸿升 .

UTAR = ? ....

Once I say UTAR, I think majority will know what UTAR stand for, right?
"UTAR = University Tunku Abdul Rahman";

but if you are a student that study in UTAR, I think the original name for UTAR will automatically change to,

"UTAR = University Tidak Ada Rehat" !!!!!

My dear friends, please do not wonder, that 100% for sure!!!

Since the first day I study at UTAR, my life never be free unless it is the holiday!

Every day also reports, assignments, testes, tutorials etc.....

OMG!!! I felt like I almost dieing, not because of sick or what, but all because of tension!!!

sob sob sob....

Although I don't want to be an "office lady" so early, but I'm still keep on asking :"When can I graduate???"

Haiz... it is so complicated....!!!

朋友...

什么是朋友？

对我而言，朋友是要互相照顾，互相帮助；

有困难时，一起解决；

有快乐时，一起分享；

而不是因某种特别的原因，或是利益上的互用，才聚在一起的。。。

但自从上了大学后，跟了一般“不一样”的朋友后，我对朋友的定义开始动摇了！！！

今天，

我听到其中一个我很重视的朋友，亲口对我说：

“我现在除了我自己的事以外，我对其他的事都要不闻不问了！ 而且我也不会特别关心，或爱惜一个人，不论是朋友，甚至是家人！！！”

我听了之后，不知为什么，

我真颗心都凉了。。。

我反复的想了很久，

但还是不明白她为什么会这么想；

我也不晓得，

为什么他会做得这么绝，

但，

我吓倒了；

而且心也冷了。。。

我问了别人，

她告诉我

“这就是在现实世界中“生存”的原则！！！”

是吗？？？

真的是这样吗？？？

如果真的是这样的话，

我会让自己变成那样的“朋友”。。。

冷漠，淡然，凡实现以自己为中心， 其次才是朋友。。。

但,

扪心自问后，

我能行吗？？？

Just want to release some anger and sterss...

Go and die la you!!!!!
VER BISH DEH!!!!
Du lan ni arrrrrrr!!!!!
Stupid!!!!
DAMN YOU!!!!
CRAZY!!!!
FUCK YOU!!!!
I HATE You!!!!

All because of you!!!
You this stupid STEM CELLS arrrr!!!!

(* just to release some anger here...)

Chong K again at 01/08/2007...

01/08/2007 is my room mate, sw's brithday, and almost whole house go chong k at Green Box!!!

We play until so late that day, and I think we reached melati almost 10:30 to 11:00 pm, so tired.... And I'm still got class next day, which is start from 9:00 am until 5:00pm!!! Wao!!!

But that was a funny day also, some more we're able to get a VIP room that day, that's really COOL man!!! Kakaka.... ^^

Any way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SW!!!! All the best for any things ya!!! d(^.^)b

停！够了！！！...

不知是我多心还是什么，但我最近总觉得我的周围的人只会在他们有需要时， 才会。。。

其实我不是这一两天才发现这样的趋向的，这是长久累积起来的疑问； 我自己也是犹豫了很久才大胆的定下这样的假设。。。

其实我并不介意他们用我的东西， 但有时，那种“无事不登三宝殿”的态度，我真的已经忍无可忍了；也不想再忍下去了； 但无奈，自己却没勇气说出自己的想法。。。唉， 好委屈，好难过啊。。。

我到底还要忍受多久呢？？！！！我不要！ 我受够了！！！

停！你们可否认真的考虑一下我的感受呢？！！而不是一厢情愿的把自己的想法硬生生的套在我身上， 我可不是没有灵魂的傀偶，可以任人自由摆布的啊！！！！请大家将心比心；如果有人如此对你，你会反感吗？？？我想大家心里的答案都大同小异吧。。。

所以，停！够了！！！别再这样下去了！！！

好吗？....

Thanks for "shooping" and roommate, lol....

Yesterday, after the biodiversity mid term test and the lab, cw and I went shopping at Sg. Wang and Time square. And the only word that I can describe us is "CRAZY"!!!!! We shop and shop and shop; clothes, shoes, trousers, skirts, masks, etc. And for sure, we're out of budget!!! Although I felt regrade to my parent, but some how, I felt happy and released...

If not considered the money that spend after the shopping hour, I really felt "lucky" to shopped with cw. Shopping let me forgot all the unhappy thing, stress, and stupid home works!!!

Beside that, I want to thanks cw too. Cos she's willing to listen to me when I felt so so so sad, angry, upset and stress...Although that non of her business....Thanks la, dear roommate, Thanks lot!!!!

As conclusion, I have a great time yesterday although I had lose about RM250.00 over after that!!! kakaka... (^_^)~Luv

藉口...

This song is quite unique, cos it has combined the two singer inside of it, one is SHE and the other is Jay Chao. Both of them also the singer that I admired a lot. Moreover, the content so this song has included all the songs that Jay Chao had sang before!!!! Wao.... That cool man!!!

d(^,^)b

给朋友的一句话。。。

这世上没有真正的争吵，也没有真正的不谅解， 因为时间会冲淡人心中所有感觉；

无论是喜怒哀或乐。。。

今天的争吵并不代表一切的结束；

只要敞开心怀，所有的不愉快都会变成过去；

痛苦的记忆都会成为美丽的回忆！！！

何乐而不为呢？

所以，

朋友们，

千万别为了今日的争吵就断定了你我之间的友谊己成过去，

因为“小吵宜情”；

人一定会从错误中学习坚强，学习怎么去体谅别人。。。

人非圣贤，岂能无过，

你说是吧？

SOS....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SOS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Recently, I felt myself tend to loss confidence without any reason... Although before that, I'm also a person that not so confidence, but now I really really really felt that the situation is getting worse....

Just now,I sms with Ah Y and told him that I'm sad and confuse now, then he straight away replay me that "too many people chased you is it?" Hahaha, he is no doubt to be my best friend, but unfortunately, his theory is "terbalik" d. And yes, I must admin that one of the things that suffered me a lot.

Actually, that not a BIG PROBLEM after all, well, at least last time I used to think like that... But now is totally different due to peer pressure!!! All my friends are so "geng" in their own filed, no matter in self-esteem, studies, appearance, friendship or even relationship. Furthermore, they have a very well and bright plan for their future.... I looked at them and think about myself. Suddenly, I felt like I'm so "small"....

Haiz.... Where are you now?

My CONFIDENCE?????

I need you, please come back.....!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SOS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

没有人要我....

Actually, this title is a title from a song called "没有人理我", but don't know why I think it very suit my feeling now.... I know I'm not suppose to think like that, but I really can't help myself... I'm so sad now....

I don't mean to press myself, but people always said that I'm a kind and nice person, I tread friends very nice and willing to do many things for them, but yet they said the feeling that I gave them is the feeling of "mother" but not a girl....

I don't know weather that's a positive point of veiw or not, but for a normal girl, she wound be happy and proud if others called her as a mother instaded of girl.... I really really don't know how to handle about it, that why I'm quite inbalancing now...

Since young, I have to take care of my younger brother who are same calss with me since standard five until form five. And now, although he's no longer same school with me, but I still have the habit to "overcare" others who I really think that I support to care... That why I always gave others a feeling that I don't depand on others, especially guys.... (cos my brother is a guy what...) I don't mean that I need a guy who always stand beside me and take care of me now, but somehow, for a girl, they always hope that there will be a person who always support, understand and care about her....

May be, you guys, especially my friends like chel chel, sw and ms who read this blog will think that "what happened to you?" or "do you really want to have a bf now?" but honestly, I don't care... That my real reeling now...A sad, unhappy, and uncomfortable feeling....

My dear friends, hope that you all can understand and do not missunderstanding my real meaning, thank lots...

(Emm... also I can't check my spelling mistake, so hehehe, paiseh la....)

老婆...

Don't know why, I think that this song quite nice and touching....

So do you guys think that too???

Oh no!!! Not agian...

Yesterday, is the Power of 25 pieces of shu shi, and I told myself can not eat as much as that time d. But I had break the promise.... Again, today i had "walap" so many shu shi while I help ch3l ch3l preparing the shu shi for her meeting tomorrow....

I'm so regrade now.... sob sob... I felt like I'm a pregnant woman who have a night month baby inside my body... Especially my face!!! You know what, my face look exactly like an egg which full with "zi ma" on it!!!! OMG!!!! I don't dare to look at myself through the mirror d....

NO WAY!!!! THIS TIME IS THE LAST TIME D!!!!!

i Have To Worn Myself EVERY DAY, EVERY SECOND TO BEHAVE, OTHERWISE......I really can not think about my future.... (/_\)''''

听袁惟仁弹吉他...

The power of 25 pieces shu shi...

Today is the first day that I enjoy so many shu shi once a time, OMG! The feeling was damn good, therefore I had ate 25 pieces of them and as a result I'm so full till like fainted....

Ch3l ch3l told me that 25 pieces of shu shi is 1/2 of the total shu shi that made!!! Wao... that really a big amount for me!!! Suddenly, i felt myself so fat....sob sob!!!

But honestly, I really felt enjoy while eating the shu shi, and Thank you ch3l ch3l. Thanks for making such a delicious food for us, I really appreciated although it "level up" my weight....

Hope that I still got the chance to eat the shu shi that made by you again, and I promised that I wound eat as much as this time d, It really suffer me now, cos I have to wait until they digested a bit then only I can sleep, otherwise, I felt like I gona vomit once I lye down...

大考大完，小考小完...

This few days, i got no mod to blog due to the Properties of matter mid term exam... This was the most terrible exam that I haven't done before. I still remember that time, once I open the test paper, I knew that it will "touchering" me whike I'm doing it....

My guess was right! I had already squeezed my brain so hard, yet, still can not come out the answer, even the formula.... and I almost gave up d, I felt like I want to pass up the blank paper this time... However, I couldn't allowed myself to do so, then I just simply copy the questions again, so that the paper filled with some "answers"..... and I keep on advised myself

"大考大完；小考小完" 一切已成定局了，后悔也无济于事.....

And today, I heard sw said that, the lecturer told them that, for those who can scored in the exam, they're really good; for those can not answer, they're really bad..... Although I knew that, I can not have the negative thinking, but honestly, I knew which category that I belongs....

And the things that I can do now is pray, pray it wound be that worse that i thought.....

中国话...

逆光...

也许我一直害怕有答案

也许爱情仅在风里打转

离开释怀

很短暂又重来

有时候自问自答

我不要困难把

我们击散我责备自己那么不勇敢

遗憾没有到达

拥抱过还是害怕

用力推开你我一人留下

有一束光

那瞬间

是什么痛得刺眼

你的视线是谅解

为什么舍不得熄灭

我逆着光却看见

那是泪光

那力量

我不想再去抵挡

面对希望逆着光

感觉爱存在的地方

一直就在我身旁

我不要困难把我们击散

我责备自己那么不勇敢

遗憾没有到达

拥抱过还是害怕

用力推开你我一人留下

有一束光

那瞬间

是什么痛得刺眼

你的视线是谅解

为什么舍不得熄灭

我逆着光却看见

那是泪光

那力量

我不想再去抵挡

面对希望逆着光

感觉爱存在的地方

一直就在我身旁

我以为无路后退

反复证明这份爱有多不对

背对着你如此漆黑

忍住疲惫

睁开眼打开窗

才发现你就是光芒!

有一束光

那瞬间

是什么痛得刺眼

你的视线是谅解

为什么舍不得熄灭

我逆着光却看见

那是泪光

那力量

我不想再去抵挡

面对希望逆着光

感觉爱存在的地方

一直就在我身旁

光芒

你是光芒

***This MTV, she go oversea and record one, and she look so beautiful inside her MTV!!! 孙燕姿万岁!!!***

隐形的翅膀...

A nice song!!! Its mean a lot...

不想长大...

最近，SHE是我的最爱。而这首“不想长大”真的是形容得太贴切了！

不知大家是否也和我一样，身同感受呢？

我指的是大人的世界 = 好复杂， 好可怕；可不是我的感情世界哦，嘻嘻！！！v(^...^)V

美丽新世界...

Beware of "wolf"...

Just now, I heard a very shock news from ch3l ch3l, that she had met a "bian tai" at the leaft, and luckly she so alert and save at the end.

Nowadays, every place also not save, even at home also very dangerous!!! Especially girls who are always be single!!!!

Please remember that "天苍苍，野茫茫，风吹草低，见色郎“！！！

Ops!!!! kena bom d...

Don't know why, but I have been tagged by The "Spaghetti Queen" aka ms...

Hohoho, "thank you" so much, that I need to squize my brain to figgure out those points, some more people's name that know my blog...

OK, all right, here goes...
Rules:
* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

1) Hehe, ok, I'm a happy go lucky person, but some time quite emosional too. When I'm happy I talk a lot; when sad, I tend to be quite + black face, and that the reason I had boomed by my roommates before. But don't worry, I'm no the process of learning who to control my "black face" d, Wuakakaka!!!

2) I have a super duper happy + nice familly. A handsome father; a kind mother; a talkative brother; and two sister, one is caring and another is cute!!! They are the most important person for me, LOVE THEM SO SO SO MUCH!!!! Luv Lvu Kiss, MUACKs!!!!

3) I have a very special DOB, which drop on 29th February!!! My mum told me that, actually I suppose to born at 28th February one, but I don't want to "come out", may be that too warm inside her stomach d, so I tahan till next day, then only I came to this beautiful world!!! Thank God, thanks for giving me such a special birthday, although it force me to "rugi" so many years...
* P/s : Special thanks for my parents to brought me to this world!!!*

4) I have been move here and there for about 6 times due to my father's job, and my father said that we just like the Mongolian, who are the people that do not stay at a fixed place.Therefore, no matter kampung, cities, near mountain or even sea, all I known very well, cos I have been stay there before, Geng leh, kakaka!!!

5) And now, I stay in the pain house with my 12 housemates, and all fo them are nice and caring person!!! That the things that I proud so much without any reason, hehehe!!! They are : sw, ch3l chel, ms, cwc, Manpreet, Kenny, Dr. Tai, wcw, ys, Nicky, wj and yb. Thanks for staying with me, you all are my "Second family mambers"! Can consider as the give from God also la, hoho!!!

6) I'm the "Fruits Queen" among my housemates, cos I eat a lot of fruits! But actually, all foods I also eat de la, but prefer fruits!!!

7) I'm a 55% left brain, and 45% right brain person! I myself also don't know why???

8) I like drawing, singing, dramaing, eating and sleeping!!! (* will add others hobbies in the future, hahaha...)

Ok la, since I'm so good and kind, I just let go the list that I suppose to tag la. Ja ne!!! u(>_<)u

Happy Brithday, Dr Tai...

Happy Birthday Dr Tai!!!
Sorry about that I don't have a present for you, but I think "some body" had already prepared it, that why it's OK for us to sing a birthday song to you, right? kekeke!!! H00 RaY...!!!! Can save money loooo.....^^
No la, actually, we will celebrated for you de la, but have to wait till ch3l ch3l and sw's birthday first, then we celebrated together lo!!! 一举三得 what!!! That better mah, right? Keke...
Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 DR. TAI,

wish you all dream comes true!!! &

All the best!!!

v(>v<)v

Kings in our house...

I stay with my 12 housemates, and each of them have their own "unique" ability. Therefore, at here, I wish to state some of the significant ability of them:

***The "Sleeping Beauty" aka sw ***

She's the only beauty in our house, cos she prefer "beauty" rather than queen, hahaha!!! Just like she nick name, she really sleep a lot compare with others, and although I also sleep a lot, but I must admin that I lose to her d, kakaka!!! But never mine la, sleeping is good for our health, so just keep it on, ok??? hehehe...

***The "Chatting Queen" aka ch3l ch3l***

She has a very good talon in communicating with others, and every day you can see her chatting happily with different people. Although she seldom chat now, (due to the exam of course) but that's the "glory history" of her!!! Emm... that a good ability too, thus, please keep in on, and that will be very useful in the future, especially for your career!!!

***The "Spaghetti Queen" aka ms***

Among those food that she made, spaghetti is the yichiban!!! Furthermore, her favourate food also spagety!!! Every day, you can saw ms cook her spaghetti, and "full house = spaghetti" ! But she don't like me to call her "spaghetti queen", if I called her by this name, she will angry one,kekeke... So i don't call but blog, wuahahaha!!!

***The "Fruits Queen" aka xy***

That's me, kaka!!! I get this name through my housemate, cos they said that I eat a lot of fruits within a short time! Usually, they need one or two week to finished their fruits, but for me, I only need 4-5 days to "walap" them!!! keke, Fruits, BAN SAI!!!

***The "Anime King" aka wcw***

You can see him sit in front of the table and watch the anime, no matter eating or doing home work. And as a result, his skill on Japanese words is the "saiko" one!!!

***The "Chocolate King" aka Kenny***

Every day you can see him holding one bar of chocolate, and promoting his theory "Eating chocolate help to digests food, but you wound be fat after this". Is his theory true? I wonder...

***The "Chong K King" aka ys***

He used to be the president for the choir club, and he always went to chong k with his old friends also. Arrr..... Jelouse ya....

***The "Blow water King" aka yb***

Oh, this guy a, hoho, he's the MOST TERA one in our house!!! He can be the "super star" by sing the song "我可以"! Also, he got the tallen in playing "er hu".... kekeke, ok ok, hope that he could be the super star in the near future by believing "你可以"!!! GAMBATE yo!!! hehehe...

(*** Will update again, if i found others King and Queen, so please be passion ya, kekeke...***)

P/s : Any objection just leave a comman, thx! d(^,^)b

To ch3l ch3l....

Dear friend, I know recently you're so stress until you keep considering to change course.

Yes, I can't deny that, the course that we're taking is too hard for us, but please, don't be so negative, trust yourself, you can do it!!! Actually, every body have the ability to get the good result in the exam, it just that do you put in the effort or not? I strongly believe that once you try, you will get the reward that yo wish to get!!! Therefore, please stop the thought that you hold now, change your stress into the energy and

BE MORE HARD WORKING!!!

And you will success!!!

Sorry if my words hurt you, but as a friend, I really have to give you some advice, cos I don't want you to get lose. Let's work hard together, GAMBATE!!!

Again, sorry if i hurt you....

Left or Right?...

You Are 55% Left Brained, 45% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

OMG!!!! How can it be like that, i really don't know what i suppose to be in the future d....

But personally, I think myself tend to be right brain person, cos i really don't belongs to those logic and "step by step" type, it's hard for me to become those logic person. I perfer free thinking and drawing or even music, kekeke!!!!

I think I should train my right brain from now on, in order to "achieve my goal"!!!! Wuakakaka

Things that you like to collect...

Emmm...actually I'm suppose to study now, but no mod, so blogging.

Actually, i got nothing to blog now, but just want to waste time only, it sound so bad, right? But kakaka, you know la, people will do any unbelievable things when they are boring...

What do you like to collect?

That the question that came out from my brain now...

Different people have different tast. Some of they like to collect tissue packet, some are songs, some are cards, or even wifes!!! (Usually for the King, kekeke)

For me, I like to collect many things, and I used to collect many things too, such as stems, and stickers. But that the hobbies when I was young. Now, the things that I like to collect the most is money!!! Wuahahaha.... No matter is money negara asing or local money, both also my favorite, kekeke!!!!

Ok la, don't waste time d, I have to go and study for my exam now, Adios!!!!

记得要忘记...

在就要转身前突然又想起你

相遇的那天漾着微笑的你

那个微笑

还是很美丽

可惜那个人常常要让人哭泣

太耀眼的城市不适合看星星

就如同你的心不适合谈安定

谢谢你让我伤过心

学会爱情并非执迷

人改变不了改变不了的事情

记得要忘记忘记

我提醒自己

你已经是

人海中的一个背影

长长时光

我应该要有新的回忆

人无法决定会为谁动心

但至少可以决定放不放弃

我承认我

还是会爱着你

但我将永不再触碰这记忆

记得要忘记忘记

经过我的你

毕竟只是很偶像的那种相遇

不会不容易

我有一辈子

足够用来忘记

我还有一辈子

可以用来努力

我一定会忘记你

*** Who got this song? I have been searching for it long time d, but not yet found. Sad... It sang by SHE, but it's not so famous, that why, I hard to find it. Last time I want to download it from the web, then my computer almost infect by virus, so I'm not dare to try again. It so Scary...***

Bon Odori, 2007...

14/07 is the 31th Bon Odori. May be for others is like usual, but for me, it's kind of special, cos it was my first time visit this kind of Japanese celebration. And I had been looking forward for it for such a long time d, and finally, I felt it, and ooo, finally, that the bon oderi felt like...

"People mountain people sea" is the first impression that I gave to it once I reached there! There were so many people there, and I can't even walk or even breath properly, damn crowded man!!!

Then, is the food. Hahaha, I think I'm the one who are most excited when I knew that there were Japanese foods sell at there. I had spend RM17.00 f0r my dinner, and as for the test of the food... Quite OK la, I think...It was a bit different from what I have imagined.

Third, is the Japanese culture dances. Wao!!! Cool man!!! Although there were only 3 culture dances that present that day, but it was my first time to see so many people dance together, it was so amazing!!! But I only dance one time only, cos busy to search for friends when the second and third round, otherwise, I think I'll be more enjoy about it...

Emm...Oh ya, and I'm quite shock to see so many REAL Japanese at there!!! I wonder where they came from??? They looked not much different from us, and the only different is their skin much more better then Malaysian, also, they looked kind and friendly... When we asked them to take photo together, they agreed without taking any rewards, oooo....so gender, right? And the Japan's children were so CUTE, especially when they wearing their Kimono, kakaka!!!

Hemm...I think that all my thoughts about this trip. For others I'm not sure, but for me, it was an unforgettable experience for me!!!

What Should I Study?...

Your Learning Style: Expressive and Tenacious

You love to learn about new cultures, ideas, and theories. You Should Study: Anthropology Counseling Education Ethnic Studies Foreign Languages and Literature History Literature Music Philosophy Eastern Religion

What Should You Study?

Emmm.... well Ok then, I get the point d, but It seem like no biotech inside the list... Some more, it quite a big different from the science subject as well...

I wonder am I taking the right course now...???

你幸福吗？...

每一天，人们都会为自己的遭遇而怨天尤人。总觉得自己过得比他人差而羡慕对方， 总会抱有总希望“如果我是他就好了”的奢望，然而，你们可曾想过他们呢？

其实，我们真得很幸福，但却身在福中不知福。 所以从今天起，我们持有感恩的心态面对自己所拥有的一切！ 要知道我们实实在在的比他们幸福很多很多。。。

My weak point...

Nowadays, the concept of beauty were change d. For girls, you should be as thin as a wood, as well as guy... I myself, I don't want to be a very very beautiful girls, but don't want others to "gossip" about me also.

Since I was a child, I used to be a bit fatty due to my family genetics. Haiz.... sad case!!! Although I look like I'm not border much about my weight, but actually not. Just like today, I felt extremely sad when my friends "tembak" me like that, I don't know they mean it or not but for me, I felt sham and sad.... But I just smile only, cos I don't know what should I say about it. That's one of my weak point, therefore I don't know how to deny it.... sob sob .../-\...

Pasar malam...

Hehehe, although I'm so tired now, but at the same time felt extremely happy also because I just came back from the pasar malam, and this is the first time I go there although I had stay at Setapak or about half year d. Some more, we got friend to fetch us there, therefore we no need to worry about the transport problem, OMG!!! That great!!!

There was so many fruits, foods, drinks, and clothes sells at there. Although I'm not the first time go to the pasar malam, but I'm still excited about it, cos I have been think about it for SUCH A LONG TIME d, but due to our reports, we're unable to go there.... but, at last, my dream come true d, kekeke!!!!The feeling is so great man!!!

And usually, people will think that the staff's price at the pasar malam will be cheaper; actually, it's not... I had spend a lot just for the dragon fruits, and till now my heart still bleeding.... But the benefit that "shop" at pasar malam is the fruits are fresh then the fruits that sell in shopping complex, hehehe!!!

As a conclusion, pasar malam is a nice place for us, so if I got chance next time, I sure will go there again!!!

一个象夏天 一个象秋天...

第一次见面看你不太顺眼

谁知道后来关系那麼密切

我们一个像夏天一个像秋天

却总能把冬天变成了春天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪

我背你逃出一次梦的断裂

遇见一个人然后生命全改变

原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信

朋友比情人还死心塌地

就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰

你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定

朋友比情人更懂得倾听

我的弦外之音 我的有口无心

我离不开Darling更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西

才常泼我冷水怕我忘形

你知道我所有丢脸的事情

却为我的美好形象保密

如果不是你我不会相信

朋友比情人还死心塌地

就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰

你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定

朋友比情人更懂得倾听

我的弦外之音 我的有口无心

我离不开Darling更离不开你

*** I like this song very much, I think it's mean a lot,hehe!!!***

Life as a student...

This week is week 7 d, and i think it was the last relax week for me, cos there will be a lot a lot of home work and assignment, report and testes start from week 8 onward...Haiz....

Why must a student do so many home work???

Or may be only the Science student busy than other stream students???

Speechless.....

I used to think, if I'm not a students from science stream, but a magic student like Happy Potter, then my life will be very very very excited!!! (Of course I don't want people die la!!!) I no need to rush for those stupid report, assignment and testes till like dieing...

But any way, I will work hard for my studies, cos I really prefer study then working, therefore

I will try my best to enjoy 3 years uni life in Utar, and I wound let myself to be regrade in the future!!!!

Thoughs about Blog...

I just discovered that ch3l ch3l had changed her blog address d without inform others. If like usual, I will ask her for the reason, but this time not, cos I think that she got her right to do any things on her blog, cos that her own privacy, and I could not ask more about it.

Actually, i think I can understand the reason ch3l ch3l want to change the blog address d, cos too many people read her blog, thus, she lose all her privacy. That why she had take some actions to "protect" her own privacy, kekeke. If I were her, I will do the same things as well.

For me, blog is like a diary. A place that can recorded all the true and honey feeling, therefore it can consider a provided stuff. But once you post up, every one also can read it without asking permission. And that why, although I blogged, but I'm not blogged 100%, I will filtered out some of my thoughts, or may be try to use the in directed way to expose my feeling. May be some of you will think like "why so troublesome, it just a blog what, no body will take it serious one". Different people have different way of thinking. For other, it's just an easy or nothings, but for me,

It's mean a lot!!!!

Letihnya....

I just finished my class and exam, and sitting at the ICT lab now. I keep on asking myself why I want to stay back like this, seem I'm extremely tired and headact now, and all is because of the statistic exam, and I only slap for 1:30 hours yesterday....

Not because I like to complain, but I really felt tired and lazy now, especially my eyes, it's hurt, some more I'm wearing the contact lenses now! Oh God, but no choose also cos I have promised my roommates go Yoga lesson today, and I think that the main reason for me to stay at school but not enjoy at home now.Haiz.....

Tonight, I'm sure will sleep very very very early and try make my "panda eyes" dissapare as soon as possible, kekeke!!!!

Massey days...

These few days, I felt very Massey and busy, not for study but happy stuff.

******************************************************
06/07/07 , Fri -- He's coming, and I have to take care of him. He book my computer whole day, that why I can not update my blog. Luckily, I finished my report early, otherwise, I think I have to fight with him for my com, keke...

07/07/07 , Sat -- I'm going to lab in the morning and left him at home. At the beginning, I'm quite worry about this stupid guy, scared that he can not mixed with others, but finally, I seem to be too worry d, cos he whole day dotaing =.='' ..... Even I want to take him have a walk at mid Vally, he also refused.
(Actually, we plan to watch "Transformer" together, but unable to book the tickets, so he don't want to go d lo.)
But never mind la, I still go mid Vally with cw and ch3l ch3l, and I have a very good time with them, a SHOPPING TIME without any disturbed. Kekeke...

08/07/07 , Sun -- I felt him alone at home again, cos I got yoga lessen at 10:30am, felt a bit guilty on him... Cos I suppose to bring him here and there to have a look, but I don't. Keke!!! And finally, at the same day, he go back d.... And finally, my life back to routine...

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P/s : for LNK I felt a bit sorry la, cos I don't take you to have a look all around , also, didn't acompany you to bus station when you go back ( cos I really don't want to go back alone, hehe) but I think you wound mind one, right? Thank you, Muack!!!

Finally, he's coming

Finally, he's coming, and Oh My God.... I really don't know what should I do about him. Yes, he is my "best friend" aka brother, LNK. Actually, I'm happy that he could come KL for me, but on the other round, I felt worry as well. Not because I scared he will knew my life at here, but he's too talkative d, and I really don't know how to let him stop.... Sorry arr, all my house mates, I know my brother bring you guys a lot of troublesome, very sorry.... If you really can not tahan, please don't hasitated to tell me, thanks lot!!! Again, gomenasai mina san....

P/S: I must be consider twise first before I agree him to come over here.... Really, I have to !!!

Report...

ARRRRRR..... I'm so geram now arrr, cos not know how to draw the graph.

Before that, I have been waiting whole night for the data, cos my partner said that there was some error, therefore he want to edit it, and he promise to pass it to me at night one. But he not. I'm not petchet because of this, what I geram is, I could not edit the graph arrr.... Why like that one, I have been waiting whole night d, and I wake up at 5am, just for the graph, but who know I couldn't finish it as well.... Hiaz.... Boring arrr!!!!

Drama...

Yesterday, oh no, is today, I slap at 3.30am in the morning; not because I study or rushing any home work, but watching drama... That a quite interesting Japaneses drama, its main term is related to the classical music, such as Beethoven, Mozart, Bar kin and etc. (sorry, but I don't know more about those famous musican's name, paiseh la, hehehe) I really enjoy it, that why I plan to watch one only at the beginning, (cos my brain stuck d while doing my report) but once I started the show, I can not control myself d, until I finished all the show.... And due to this stupid reason, I'm not only not enough sleep, but became panda some more, sob sob!!!

There are many type of music in this world, rock, pop, and so on. I like musiz, and classical is one of my favourite. It is full with feeling, some time it felt sad, some time happy, and some time mad, although I don't know how to play it, but I do enjoy it while listening....

Actually, when I was young, I have asked my father to send me to learn musiz, but due to the learning fess, I can't, haih.... that a bad news to me, but never mind, I still can listen it through CD or DVD, kekeke... That the benefit of technology!!! But please don't think that I felt satisfied d. Some day in the future, when I have the ability to earn own money, I will try to learn some music instrument, and ten ten ten ten ..... MY DREAM WILL COME TRUE lo, wuahahaha!!!!