Well, this situation has happened since the beginning of the new semester and getting worse now. It was the conflict between my friends...also my heart...
Actually since the beginning of the new semester, I got my "new Geng", and therefore I have "leave" my old friends. It was not because I fight with them, its because my course was different with them, and it is hard to me to find them often, that why I mixed with
new friends now.
For me, I felt that was OK, as long as I still can see my old friends and said hi to them. But the problem is my new Geng don't like them...Not totally dislike la, but "bu shuang" lo. And they always group together to discuss their "ability", and yes I'm included also.
I didn't show any emotion on my face, but actually inside my heart, I felt conflict, sad, and guilty. I felt like I had betray my old friends. I felt so evil... I can't deny that what they said is totally wrong but since they tread me so good, therefore I felt sorry to them...
Well, that was the conflict in my heart...
2 comments:
dearie...i understand what you are going through, im feelin it too...you feel like you are kind of a bact stabber right?....is ok...i think we really should minimise it too...but arr..sometimes when im really "bu shuang " with them especially you know who la "the couple"....hope you can bear my wailing and yacking ya..when you are not happy just voice it out as a fren i respect you too..and if you du not feel comfortable tell me...i will always be here to help you ya....wo men yi qi ao ye...you 福同xiang...有难同当!!!!(correct arr..hahah)...sleep early lor..if not tomorrow will look like panda dy..=)
Hehehe...thank lot, lvu you so much, MUACK!!!
Actually, i'm ok la, but is just that some times, I will felt guilty toward them, you know my style is like that one, so pla don't keep it in your mind, just forget it, ok?
Be HONEST to yourself, that is your own feeling and do not try to save it like me, that not a good things to yourself...Don't like me OK? Promise me, be yourself!!!
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