Wednesday, April 4, 2007

I'm so Stupid...

Every weekend, every time, every second, every moment, when this time was come, I'm sure think that I'm so stupid!!! What time is that? I think my friend you all must know, report time of course!!!
Personally, I like doing experiment (if I got the mod, keke), but one things i hate the most is doing the report! Because I hate those Introduction, Discussion, Calculation, Conclusion, Question and all those sion/tion things. Although I knew that steps for the experiment, it's does mean that i understand its "inner meaning", i mean what things that it want to prove, that why I suffer a lot while doing report...sob sob
But no matter how i suffered, that is the necessity for a science student, thus, i can't run away from those stupid things...I've trapped on it! It was so stress! Especially when you discovered that all your friends having a professional skill on their work, it make you felt not only stress but STUPID also...
Every time when I doing, perhaps not doing, is copping the report, I sure will ask myself,
"Am i in the right course now?"
"Why Science student have to do all those crazy research?"
"Can I have a job in the future if I keep on the plagiarism like that?"
"Does my friend think like I'm make use of them? I don't mean that...I don't want! But I really can't finish without their help..."
Although i didn't say out all those question, but i really struggle inside my heart, and finally i have made a conclusion ...
I'm So STUPID!!!

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